July 31 2020
Last night was one of the worst nights of sleep I've had in a long time which is ironic considering two nights ago was like amazing. I didn't fall asleep until around 4am and then woke up at 7am and couldn't sleep. I did some cleaning and washed my dishes before leaving for Mom and Dad's around 9:30am. It's Dawson's birthday party today, so I was going to bring Jana and Tevia up there, but then they started being weird and we didn't know if they cancelled it or not. Eventually we ended up driving the hour and a half to their home, and stayed about a half hour for cake and to hang out. Jeremy was fairly mean to me as usual, and once again left me wondering why I keep doing this to myself. We drove home and I sat and talked with Dad for awhile, and then I drove back to my house and took a nap. I woke up to Johnna shaking me, as she had decided to stop by for a few minutes. After she left I played Minecraft with Collin and Caleb for the rest of the evening. Camp was doing some live stuff, but I didn't really pay too much attention to it, and then went to bed around 10.